Sunday, April 7, 2013

April 6, 2013

Normally I have some kind of witty headline for my silly stories, but today I am just going to tell you about yesterday. It was my Mom's memorial. It was beautiful, and some of her friends were able to make it, though more could not.

There were Bible verses read, music played and food eaten. It was everything she would have wanted. It was her day, and it was just right. Now I have to move on.

I guess today I'm sad... I don't know what else to feel. I'm tired of being sad and struggling. I'm tired of the little things being big things. It is time for me to move on from the beginning of 2013.

It is time to get back in shape so I can be around long enough to take care of my family. It is time for me to make the tough financial calls, even if it isn't what we want to do. It is time to make plans for my family instead of planning around everyone else. It's our time.

So, Mom, I love you and will miss you. I know that you wouldn't want me sitting around any longer though. It is time to make some dreams happen, we just need to build them one step at a time.

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